I'm fine

Well, long time didn't writing here... Once again to say "Hi"to my self, I think I'm fine here... Something I though i was lost but now I was found, Something i though i get it, but I'm lost. See, this call life... we never know that what will going to happen, but we only know is happening. Normally guy will looking with girls outlook more then their intrinsic, and I know that what Guys want I have nothing at all. anyway, I still believe that God will ready the best for me, I know everything now is look unfavorable to me. But  I still continuing to pray and I trust God will lead me to the way that he want to lead me be, I'm saying this not because I'm Stronger then others people, but I just want to say that cause bible tell me that, what i Pray and ask my heavenly father and trust him will lead me. no matter the final answer will get it or lose it, I know God still got his wonderful plan in me. After so many experience came to me, I understand 1 thing is Love don't means you must get the person or want to get the thing. At the opposite side you should learn to give and share, If I really love him. Don't means I must get him to my side, but i should learn to bless him and none stop pray for him....I wish that you can understand what I think about, But is ok for me to keep hide on your back to support you.