As same like days that past, felt sad when the time I wake up...Mindset keep thinking about him, I believe it spiritual attack by Devil. So I keep praying and start praising God, However that moment my heart felt deep sad and even don't want to open my mouth. After half hour when I felt better, I'm going to ready my self and pick up a teenager. I believe that when we willing closer with Jesus Christ, and our life will being change. When I arrive the teenager house, He's father told me... he will not going to church with following my car, as his father will going to pick him there. The I just kindly greet his dad and leaving, I really can't believe that I don't have any complain regarding to this case.
And today worship, I didn't ready much what I going to talk in the service. Cause I know that I'm not the person who going to lead this morning service, But is Jesus Christ. He is the main person who lead this morning service, I felt touch by God with the song 'What the Lord has done in me', it a great song that really bring me to Lord and the lyric like saying what the real words in my heart. After finish the service few of my church friends and me going to meet up with my Korean Friend who's will going back to Korea very very soon... Praise the Lord, we having a great chat and I thanks God giving a chance for me to let go some things in my heart.
Wish to take photo with Tom and saying Goodbye and keep contact are my wish in heart, when Tom leaving. But I don't know why when Tom leaving he treat me badly, so i keep this in my heart. So today I felt Charissa and Issac just like Tom and Jerry, so i felt better when I saw Isaac touch Charissa head and shake hand and giving gift and write something to keep in touch. I think this is a wonderful gift that God giving me, however I can't explore this by my self, but I learn to give thanks, because what they do make me feel bless that why I know is time for me too to let go, and I keep believe in one thing with FAITH is, if this guy really a guy that god ready for me... For sure God will let us meet each other again and give a chance for both of us to love each other. It sound like crazy, but I really believe in this.Cause Jesus Christ is a real God, the who answer prayer and keep promise.
After hang out with my friends, rush home and sleep, people surround me keep told me that I'm look tired and sick look. Ya, I think yes I'm...Cause I got 2 big panda eyes....>.< and after wake up from my long nap, I'm going to my grandpa house. It really felt good and bless, long time I didn't visit my grandpa so tonight I having a great great chat with all my relative. I precious every moment with them, cause it really great and felt warm...Thank you Jesus, everything of this not because of my own. But because of your blessing, so I can having this great blessing and grace from you... One again I would like to say Thank you Jesus and I love You so so much.....^^
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