FAITH

信心 — 就是禱告之後，完全相信，用讚美和感謝去等待神的答案。 信心 — 就是當你看不見、感覺不到時，仍然相信神始終在這裡。 信心 — 就是在最黑暗的光景中，還能禱告、唱詩、讚美神。 信心 — 就是敢在毫無勝利徵兆之時，單憑神的話，向神索取所應許的勝利。 信心 — 就是耐性等候神。 信心 — 就是「只見耶穌」，「仰望耶穌」。 信心 — 就是以神的話為算數，在未見應驗之前就已深信不疑。 信心 — 不是維繫於我們足夠堅定的信念，也不在於我們情緒的高亢或平穩，

­而 是依靠神對祂話語的保證！ 信心 — 就是不看自己，只看全能的神。 信心 — 是記住在神的國度裡，事事都基於神的應許，而不是憑感覺。 信心 — 就是當神以「不！」回答我的祈求時，我仍能確信祂將安排最好的給­我。 信心 — 就是停止憂慮，而把未來交託給掌管一切的神。 信心 — 就是不看環境，完全信賴神的話語。 信心 — 就是相信我們所看不見的；信心的酬報，就是看見我們所相信的。

I'm fine

Well, long time didn't writing here... Once again to say "Hi"to my self, I think I'm fine here... Something I though i was lost but now I was found, Something i though i get it, but I'm lost. See, this call life... we never know that what will going to happen, but we only know is happening. Normally guy will looking with girls outlook more then their intrinsic, and I know that what Guys want I have nothing at all. anyway, I still believe that God will ready the best for me, I know everything now is look unfavorable to me. But  I still continuing to pray and I trust God will lead me to the way that he want to lead me be, I'm saying this not because I'm Stronger then others people, but I just want to say that cause bible tell me that, what i Pray and ask my heavenly father and trust him will lead me. no matter the final answer will get it or lose it, I know God still got his wonderful plan in me. After so many experience came to me, I understand 1 thing is Love don't means you must get the person or want to get the thing. At the opposite side you should learn to give and share, If I really love him. Don't means I must get him to my side, but i should learn to bless him and none stop pray for him....I wish that you can understand what I think about, But is ok for me to keep hide on your back to support you.

Thanks God that you finally replaying me...

Thanks God, it happening with so supraise, I pray hard that u will replaying me so treat me as ur friend....when yesterday night at airport, I miss u so much...n at a blessing chance I get ur msg after few month, I'm really feel bless with that. It enough for me as u still treat me as ur friend... However I dunno u treat me as ur best friend or nt. Bt it good enough for me, will continue to pray for u to get the ticket n back to Korea...

This is the cat that I take photo for u few months ago... The cat still same the place still same, bt ur nt here anymore....

How great if you was here with me....

Time past with fast, I can't remember how long time that your taken since the day you leaving Tawau until now... I miss you so much, this is the only word that keep repeating in my heart. I got many things would like to share with you, but i leave this chance or hope to God, let HIM to decide for me... what is the ending will be. This few days many things I'm going to think and many things it make me lazy to study bible or pray it sound like not good right? When the time you was here, we like to share many topics and Christian Life. It really help me and encourage me to grow in Christ, but now it feel like the life back to the body without soul. I'm not talking because of you then I study bible... but it because of you, I readying bible with more stick on God and the life full with color...Tomorrow I will going to stay in Church and continue my busy day to preparing my work of Alpha camp, wish everything will be go smooth.

Then the coming 2-4/6 will going to Kota Kinabalu, I wish I will be alright there n it bring a lot of the memories with you to me... Today, 1 of my church teenager playing kiss the rain at our church hall, it make my heart 1st again be touch n in my deeper heart got a bit of feeling with sad. Cause this is the song that you play for me before, maybe for you that just a song n no other meaning to play it. But for me, it really touch my heart and it never happen to me before, there never got a guy to play a song for me and your the only 1. How great if 1 day you can play this for me again... n this time I will record it, so that every moment when I miss you, I can replay it.... It sound like stupid, but I know love a person don't means must get the person, but we can use another way to bless and pray for the person to show our love.

How great, If your older then me... and we can meet each other in a right time, a right place and right timing. I miss you so much, Tom....

1st time to record song

Woh.... Today is my 1st time to explore recording song, it feel great~^^ From the day My church cell group members and I, we start writing edit a music sheet and learn to write out the lyric until now we record the song. Everything so amazing, and it wonderful....It no words can explain how precious and joy that the feeling is.....^^ and when the time I record this, my mind just keep think about you.... I wish 1 day you got a change to heard this song, I wish to share my joy with you, today is day off but i didn't see you online. How are you so far? I get to know that your cabin mate yesterday moving back to his hometown, don't know why I got a strong feeling to felt that you will be lonely and it make me felt sad. I wish were there to give you some comfort,but I know i can't....I think you still hate me and don't want to meet me up right? I really pray hard for meet you back and we still be best friend. I would like to told you that I miss you so much, but I not willing to speak it out to you....

Today I search for the ticket to Bali, it really expensive.... can you pray for me? so that I can get cheaper ticket to there can having a safe journey there. I always look strong or look like tomboy front of people, that not real of me...but it the 1 of me to cover up my sadness and the weakness of me, if time can return again.... I just wish to show you, the real of me and tell you my real age. But are there any hope for us to meet again? are there any hope for me to be your best friend again? I not willing to keep any hopes, but I none stop to pray for you will be a great person for God. Miss You so much ...

LOMO with my photoshop~

A busy day...

Finally today I can wake up at the early morning 6am  to attend church devotion....YEAH!!!! It good to pray hard in the early morning, feel more closer with God.and after that continue my second turn devotion for church staff and the 3rd round for my own devotion, really a meaningful day for me.Other then that today I do a meaningful thing is I make a crow of thorns, the thorns keep hurting my hand... but don't know why when i keep making it, I felt thanks giving to Jesus Christ....... He wear this on his head, and he didn't complain anything. He just accept and willing to cover all of mine sins with his blood...How wonderful that my savior Lord is....T.T and I realize that how stupid that the person who make this thorns crown for Jesus Christ, this person don't felt pain or hurt when he making this thorn crown??? For me, I really felt painful when I try to make this stuff for my church decoration on Good Friday, then my hands keep hurting by the thorns and blooding... It make me more precious and more closer to understand the feeling of Christ when he facing this all kind of things just because of 1 reason and purpose want to survive us....Thank you Jesus Christ, I love You...